so...i have to go in a short trip of 4 days(3 nights) on 18 ,19,20,21 december (friday, saturday, sunday, monday)...the thing is that i'm allowed to go and i also have money...so it's not a problem.....BUT on 20 december Megaromania, a jrock band is coming in my country(romania) and it's the first jrock band that comes here...and i really want to go...but i also want to go in that trip because i know that that i'll have a lot of fun because i have good and funny friends...and also it's the first time that i'll be away from home more than 1 day ....at the concert...well it will be alittle harder to convince my parents to let me...but i can make it possible
SO what SHOULD i Do?????
please!!!!! i need your advice!!!!
and as quickly as possible...please...cause i don't know what to do
Blind eyes looking at me but seeing nothing.Not even the darkness isn't there.His soul is empty and unware of the people's malice.Maybe it's just better for him to actually not see all the things around him.It's better for him to be an inocent adult witha child's soul.That way he can't see what kind of a person I am, what kind of a person he loves...
Please...let me...save me ...look my heart is bleeding...someone ...please make it stop....I can't ,I can't take it anymore...it hurts.All alone in this dark room....the darkness...I can't see anything...I can't see your sadistic smile, I can't see your face full of hate...I can't see it, but...I can feel it. Why....Why do you hate me?What have i done?...Please save me...someone...All alone...you can see my heartbeat...you can see it..I feel it...I know you can...WHY?...you can hear it.Look...Look how the blood is pouring out of my body..please..leave me alone...please someone make it stop...please cancel my wounds.I don't want to be left alone in this darkness.Doesn't it have an end? Why?
The end of this pain, of your pain is your end.
After death you can stay alone..again...like always, because that's your destiny, to be alone....alone in HELL. Heaven is not your place...you don't need love...you don't need light...all you deserve is to stay in the hottest and darkest place of Hell!
Your bleeding heart is burned, destroyed by my hate and by my anger.YOU DIE.
Your soul slowly dies togheter with your last heartbeat.
Now..is quiet..the room is more empty than it was before...The madding silence is eating all my body...all my mind...all my soul..I can't stand it anymore....No...now...
I MISS YOU ... I miss your phatetic cries...your begging voice..I miss your broken smile...I miss your damaged body...your angelic face full of sorrow...I miss your empty eyes...and the most important...I MISS your bleeding heart that was mine...You were mine...just MINE.
BUT don't worry...soon you'll be mine again..Wait for me in HELL...
We'll be togheter forever and forever is a long time....
YOU ARE MINE!!
Title: A bloody Heaven
Bands: The Gazette
Pairings: Uruha X ?(you'll find out)
Genre: AU, drama/humour/romance and a bit angst
Rating: pg (i don't know)
Warnings: blood, vampire
Disclaimer: They are not mine
Synopsis: Uruha is a lonley vampire but will this new kid change his life?
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